Am not sad i just feel disappointed

Updating from yunon coffee shop i suddenly feel sad and a bit confused..at the same time i feel so nervous. Mmmm...so many things on my mind. But i just cannot answer each of them. Sometimes i asked myself shall i or shouldn't i...but yes but no but yes...arghhh...it's confusing. I just let it be..as the song says life is like a roller coaster and don't fight it but just follow it. Mmmm...i better go now...