Going back to Sabah today

I am going back to sabah today. And i have two very good news. Firstly, I am DL last semester (Anugerah dekan). Second i am passed and completed my IBM prfessional certificate. So i am going back to sabah with very, very happy and I can't wait to meet my family at there.

ISE's Hot couples 2008

OMAN and his new half (lastly he got it after almost 2 years in trial)

DECO and his new half (congratulation deco!!! you deserve to be her husband..also after 2 years in trial)

Congratulations for their engagement last week. These are ISE's hot couple in my class (Pasangan bercinta bagai pinang tersalah belah ~ opsss, bagai pinang dibelah dua lah~). To him and her, I as representative of my class would like to wish happiness to DECO and his new half and also OMAN and his half as well (AM, sabo jer lah yer). We will pray for your happiness and have a wonderful time together.

Katie Melua - nine million bicycles

There are nine million bicycles in Beijing
That's a fact,
It's a thing we can't deny
Like the fact that I will love you till I die.

We are twelve billion light years from the edge,
That's a guess,
No-one can ever say it's true
But I know that I will always be with you.

I'm warmed by the fire of your love everyday
So don't call me a liar,
Just believe everything that I say

There are six BILLION people in the world
More or less
and it makes me feel quite small
But you're the one I love the most of all

P/S: This is very nice song and i strongly recommend to listen this song. Just search on youtube.com and look at the lyrics, it is wonderful lyrics.

You told me lies, you made me cry

You ruin the relationship. Why? You told me lies and you made me cry. You lie me from the first time i met you in my life. You lied me all the times. You hurt me too much. You took away my life and you throw it into the dark sea. You said you love, but why hurt? You said you miss but why lie? You said you want but why separate? You said happiness but why sadness? You its nice but why pain? You stab me, you kill me, you hurt me, you sink me, you destroyed me, what else? You can do whatever you want.....just do...let me die and please finish it.

Warkah terakhir-Maafkan pemergianku sayang

Sayang, maafkan ku kiranya warkah ini menyakiti hatimu. Seandainya mampu ku undurkan masa silamku, takkan ku ulangi segala kesilapan yang pernah ku lakukan. Bukan niatku untuk melakukannya. Tapi bila perasaan hati terlalu sayang, cemburuku muncul bermaharaja lela di seluruh pelusuk tubuh ini.

Sayang,
Aku amat menyangi dirimu. Akan ku lakukan segalanya demi untukmu. Kalau saja, ku mampu memberikan separuh dari hidupku padamu, akan ku berikan lebih agar dirimu hidup lebih lama dari diriku. Sayang, cintamu terlalu agung buat diriku. Kau ibarat permata yang tersembunyi di lautan padang pasir.

Sayang,
Jarak yang memisahkan antara kita terlalu kejam. Hari demi hari, air mataku berderai membasahi pipi. Ku seringkali gagal mengawal emosi diri ini. Maafkan diriku sayang. Segala kenangan yang pernah kita sulam bersama akanku abadikan disudut hati ini, buat tatapan diriku di dunia yang lain.

Sayang,
Maafkan aku, kerana aku terpaksa pergi jauh darimu. Kita tidak mungkin akan bersama lagi buat selamanya. Aku terlalu penat memutarkan roda kehidupan ini. Suda tiba masanya untuk aku menghentikan putaran roda ini dan berehat buat selamanya. Terlalu sukar bagi diriku untuk merungkai satu per satu, namun itulah yang akan kulakukan. Kita akan terpisah and kita akan berada di dua dunia yang berbeza. Hanya hembusan bayu yang mampu kukirimkan untuk dirimu.

Sayang,
Ku pinta agar kau melupakan diriku untuk selamanya. Jangan disimpan kenangan yang ada antara kita. Anggap saja kenangan-kenangan itu ibarat mimpi yang akan hilang kala kau bangun di waktu pagi. Semoga kau akan menemui kekasih yang lebih indah dihatimu. Biarlah ku mengundur diri. Ku korbankan diri ini demi kebahagianku. Walaupun perit dan derita, namun akan ku hadapinya dangan cara yang kupilih ini.

Sayang,
Deruan angin terlalu merdu memangil namaku untuk menghentikan roda kehidupan ini. Dedaunan melambai kegirangan menyambut pemergianku. Ombak berhempasan kencang menyeru pemergianku. Hujan semakin lebat memaksa diriku melangkah ke dunia baru. Dengupan jantungku semakin kencang melihat darah di lenganku. Jari jemariku terketar ketar menahan kesakitan. Bibir merahku berubah warna. Pandanganku semakin kabur. Keringatku terus membasahi tubuhku yang semakin kaku.

Sayang,
Maafkan aku segala kesilapan yang pernah kulakukan padamu. Terimalah salam kemaafan ku yang terakhir buat dirimu. Maafka aku kerna segala janji-janji yang pernah kita cipta hanya menjadi kenangan. Tapi diri ini terlalu sakit dan derita setiap kali ku mengorak langkahku. Aku terlalu sakit sayang. Aku terlalu penat. Selamat tinggal sayangku....relakan pemergianku.

Current mode: Feel sad. Are going to leave your beloved one?

Its me had my dinner again

Argh.....first of all, what i'm going to say is SHIT!!!! because i took my camera with me but.....i really forgot to take pic of the foods. At the end of it...i just took two of them. I don't know why, I think maybe because i talked too much so that is why i forgot it. Oh SHIT!!!! one more time. The time i realized is my last 2 meals. And that were my kueh tiaw soup and dessert. Oh..its ok, nevermind. So what now? This afternoon i was so tired running around with my friend. You know what? Because we want were looking for Christmas acessories. Ahhh...so my friend said to me ....so tired today and why not we have our dinner at Hotel. So I said...mmmm..let me see my budget. So i know still on budget..so i decided to have our dinner at the hotel...hehehe