Tonight means A>L>O>N>E

I am on my own tonight, only with this big candle next to me. I feel lonely and I feel down. I don't know what to do with life. I want to get up but every time i tried i will fall, I want to be happy but every time I tried I feel sad. there is always something happens to my life. No body loves me and no body wants me. I feel very very sad. I wish someone is here huging and feel my sorrow. This is life and even though I always fail but there are some cases where i sometimes achieved it. I just need someone to listen my heart. I still cannot make up my mind about this and that. I prayed to God for his guidance.

Am on my own tonight

On my own

Mmmmm...I am getting on my own. Will contact my friends tonight as i can't be on my own. I like to be with friends and having party (lol..). Not to have party all the time though..i like to be on my own as well sometimes. But, this week is a bit quite for me. Market is bounching from 140.35 to 135.85, so no indication at all to buy or sell. Well, 2 positions left since last week. One is making money and second is losing money. Am still waiting one of the posistions will be closed. Huh...a friend tonight is leaving for Wales. Going out first for a dinner and drive him to the train station.

Then?? I will on my own....mmmmm...what am i going to do this week end? Well, meeing a few friends i hope or go to somewhere i hope. Where? I don't know...i have no idea..i will think the destination tonight and tmrw.

What shall i do tonight? arghhh....help......boring....
OK, OK..he is ready now and time to go for a dinner to a Chinese restaurant..bye folks!

P/S: Malaysia won over denmark..yeahhh.....but can Malaysia beats the great wall of China ?? we will see...but my earlier prediction is NO.