I will go!! go!! go!! go!! to the UK

Gaze my future because nothing is certain but death. Before go to Metrojaya to buy suitcases, i went to the reclaimed area and think again should I? or Shouldn't I?

Yesterday, I've bought suitcases for my stuffs

Anyway, after a long thought, lastly I've decided to go to the UK with difficulties, sadness, hapiness, nevous-ness (lol!), worry-ness, oh whatever-ness....anything ending with "ness". However, if God says NO....then NO (this case might happen only if my visa application refused). I've emailed to my sponsor and they going to pay my tuition fee this week, once paid they will send the receipt to me so i could start my visa application. Anyway, "finger crossed" hopefully everything will be okey. I have a lot of things to do today, ironing, cleaning and might go to penang hills.

P/S: After my master degree i might continue my PHD in the UK as well (I hope different university), need to discuss this with the scholarship sponsor. O ya, btw i addicted with idayu's whistle register (kasih yang terpisah)sharper than Nikki's but i think Nikki uses her whistle register better than Idayu.

Oh...shit!!!! masalah lagi pasal Visa pi UK..buduh tul...

Oh...no..this is another problem. I met a girl in Cititel Hotel last saturday during the exam. She is going to Australia for her master in Chemistry and i had quite a long conversation and fortunetly she asked me where would i like to go. I answered "UK and i said maybe manchester, sheffield or hertfordshire." She asked me again..have i booked the place. I said nope until IELTS exam result revealed.

Mmmm....as usual, chit chat punya chit chat...i suddenly asked her about student visa application and i asked what are the required documents need to be attached. She said...first of all, you should not have any loan in this country unless the country won't let you go out. Oh..shit!!!! less then a second i asked her...how about my student loan., which means PTPTN. She replied ....you must pay certain amount of money and at least quater of your loan. Oh....FUCK OFF!!!!! buduh tu...banyak juga mau di bayar tu kalau cam tuh....gia tul oh....i am very very upset at this moment.

I rang my sister for help. She silent and she said let me think about it. I rang education consultant for an advise and maybe for help...who knows they would be able to appeal. He is dealing with the problem now and i do hope this problem will be solved as soon as possible. Oh....no...it is not as easy as what i thought. My fingers are crossing hoping for a miracle.

P/S: It's been two weeks i didn't go to the gym. I went to the gym last night and i thought i overdone it. Now my abdomen is hurt and very very hurt. But still need to go tonight...ouch......to keep slim..bukan macam si babi gumuk...pemalas mau pi gym. Sedarlah diri tuh sikit!!!!! Kalau gemuk handsome inda palah..nie hudus mcm babi tua.