I am going to further my study in Oxford University for my PhD

YEAH!!!! That's what i was thinking about. BUT after reading this news i felt nervous and it make me to think even more..shall i? shouldn't i? I don't want to end up like the student. I do understand his disappointment but i think he took it too much!!!! I am afraid if i lose control and did the same like him. OMG!!!!! Please don't push me!!!!!