What life means and what love means to you? Where is God or does God is looking at me? Or does God ever cares about me? Or he doesn't? Did i ask too much to God? If i did show me how it should be? I am ambitious but somehow i feel like i can't achieve my ambitions for some reasons. I want to give something back to the persons i love, to the persons who proud of me and to the persons who care about me. Is it too hard? Is it too much? Tonight I am on my own and thinking about how's my life. I looked back and saw so many things i have been through in my life. I look back and so many things that i went through without realising that i actually succeed on it. Sometimes life is too much, sometimes life is too short and some people say life is too long. For for me, I don't care how short or how long my life is gonna be, only if i have achieved the things that i want to do then i will be happy to say good bye.
P/S: I don't know why but my heart is bleeding again. I can't answer why and I don't know why. Am afraid the blood is too much x