Tonight means A>L>O>N>E

I am on my own tonight, only with this big candle next to me. I feel lonely and I feel down. I don't know what to do with life. I want to get up but every time i tried i will fall, I want to be happy but every time I tried I feel sad. there is always something happens to my life. No body loves me and no body wants me. I feel very very sad. I wish someone is here huging and feel my sorrow. This is life and even though I always fail but there are some cases where i sometimes achieved it. I just need someone to listen my heart. I still cannot make up my mind about this and that. I prayed to God for his guidance.

It's a lonely day

Hey you..yeah you..yes...U. I am having a lonely day. Very lonely...missing someone..I just had my lunch..only noodles..i just not in mood to cook something special for myself or even to anyone. All i want to do is to sleep..sleep..sleep...and sleep...I am fucking on my own. Nobody here...everybody has gone..what am i going to do in my bedroom? Oh shitt!!!!! Took a picture of my stuffs..my hair gels, my deodorants, perfumes and some other things....that's it for today....i'm off..don't know what to do....no car, don't like TV..just a laptop with me..mmmm.......byeee xxxxxxx