I am on my own tonight, only with this big candle next to me. I feel lonely and I feel down. I don't know what to do with life. I want to get up but every time i tried i will fall, I want to be happy but every time I tried I feel sad. there is always something happens to my life. No body loves me and no body wants me. I feel very very sad. I wish someone is here huging and feel my sorrow. This is life and even though I always fail but there are some cases where i sometimes achieved it. I just need someone to listen my heart. I still cannot make up my mind about this and that. I prayed to God for his guidance.