"Hello, Happy Belated day. I'm sorry I could not wish you yesterday. I was so busy with my professional certificate. I will be back to Sabah maybe be for just a week before fly to the UK for a job. Wish you had a great bday and may God bless you always. Andrik here" (just in case if she already deleted my number)
So she replied me:
"Thank you very much Andrik. I thought you forgot it already. You know what, i was about to call you yesterday. I just wanna hear your wish. Thank you at last i heard it from you. Opss..I almost forgot good luck in your job. May God always be with you whereever."
So i just smile on her message. Last night i'm about going to bed. My mobile phone beeping...and i checked into my inbox and i saw her message again.
"Andrik, I wanna ask you something. I hope you answer me honestly but if you think it is difficult for you...nevermind. I'll understand. I have no rite to force you. Who knows, maybe i'll feel more relief if i know the trudth. Andrik do you really throw away all your feeling for me and not even left a piece of it insode your heart? and is there a chance for us 2b together again?"
OMG....Now I really realize she is in deep love with me. I never think about it anymore. I mean i just assume she is my friend now and i never think to be his gf. In fact, at this moment i am really focus on my studies and career. I am so sorry to her. But she always the best and all my memories with her will never dissapeared.