It's the 3rd day I'm off from running

A very happy birthday to those who celebrate their birthdays today. You're either very lucky for celebrating your birthday once every four years or you are very unlucky because other people have a birthday party once a year. Whatever you think about it, wishing you a very very happy birthday and enjoy the moment.

Anyway, today is the third day I'm off from my daily run and I should have been resting but I have been so busy instead. My last run was on Sunday which I did only 9.5KM. Sunday's afternoon I started doing some sort of "construction work". Yes it was and bloody tiring. Mum wanted me to build a garage in front of the house. The tiring part is, the garage size wasn't for a single car but for three cars. So they are quite big with the size of 36ft x 30ft and only three of us (sometimes four) work for it. Huh...it's the fourth day and today is just doing the last part and hopefully to finish it before three or four this evening so I can have a short run of 8KM. I wish I could do more than that but I don't think if I could because I am so tired.

I asked mum to give me a back massage last night but suddenly the electricity power went off so I decided not to continue it but went to bed instead. I was so tired and the strangest thing was I couldn't close my eyes although my body was exhausted. Mum should have massaged me this morning but when I woke up I had my breakfast I continued doing the work left from yesterday. It's almost one in the afternoon and now I am having a break and will take my lunch shortly after finished writing this post.

I should be running up Kinabalu Mountain according to my plan but I'm not sure if I could because my training didn't follow exactly what I've planned. My target is to get down to 61 or 62KG so I would feel lighter but I failed because my current weight is 64KG and I was 63.4KG a a couple of weeks ago. I gained almost a kilo because I was unwell and for I ate a lot. I've read an article somewhere on the internet said that when we are ill we should eat a lot to boost up our energy and metabolism level. I'm not sure how true this fact is but I did it and I recovered quickly just about 2 or 3 days.

Running up a kinabalu mountain with my current weight would be heavy. Yup 64KG is not an ideal weight to do the ascending 8.7KM uphill. I would say the best weight is under 60KG but I would consider myself if i were 61 or 62KG.

OK folks I need to take my lunch now....take care and I still need to lose some weight maybe four kilos.

Bloody unwell with runny nose

Oh bloody virus!!!! Yes a flu virus or shall I say I caught a cold?
Whatever but at the moment I do feel so bloody unwell but at least today is slightly better. Just
a little bit. The last two days I was feeling cold, shivering, throbbing head and my joints were feeling so weak. I almost cannot stand up and was spending most of my time on bed. In fact, mum had to take my lunch and breakfast from downstairs up to my bedroom. Thanks mum! I love you x

I pushed myself to run but it just didn't work. My body was too bloody weak to do running this week. What a virus eh? On Tuesday and Wednesday managed to run 16KM and 17.7KM respectively. On Thursday I pushed myself to run 8KM hardly. It almost didn't work and I was extremely exhausted. Friday which was yesterday, I tried but I was so damn weak and really bad head ace. So I thought I must give a rest to my body. Huh!

Today's weather was great. Yeah!!! was a great day to have a long distance run but I'm still unwell. I'm just slightly better but this doesn't enough for me to have a go. Well, weather wasn't too hot today. It was about 28C or maybe just a bit hotter. Should be the greatest day to have a blast of 15KM or 20KM run. So all what I did today was chit chat with my sister and mum until about 4PM then off to the night market in town.

Huh...pushing myself..I was a bit dizzy on the way but as soon as I arrived at the market I was feeling hungry. Huh I can't resist looking at the delicious food. I then quickly took my wallet and bought a piece of cake. Yeah it was a piece chocolate cake. Hell ate it quickly like I was in hunger for days. LOL! Nothing much actually because I was feeling dizzy and waiting my sister and mum in the car.

Anyway, I hope tmrw gonna be a better day for me with a better health so I could have a run. Nite nite all xxx

I had an accident this morning

Oh...ShiT...My previous post was BECAUSE MONDAY IS ShiT. It was really Shit. What was a very bad day for me uh???? I had an accident with the car i drove this morning. I felt so sad and felt so upset as well. The STUPID women infront of me suddently break MATI. At the same time i was driving the car faster because i wanted to go to work early. So when the sTUpiD women break MATI i have no choice otherwise to HIT her boot car. Huuuuu....What ever, i know generally speaking it was my fault because i "kiss her back".

I rang my manager and told him i will be late this morning because i had an accident. I was so busy went to the insurance and also went to the police station this morning. So tired, I rush went to Motorola. After that, i arrived at my office about 11.30 am. Feel so tired. I just quite and didint tell anyone. The only person know are my manager and also one girl. Anyway..Thanks God I safe and no injured happen to me. Whatever, i kene saman RM 300. Muahahahaha......xxxxxx

The very bad old men came infront of my car and quickly took my plat number (just a few seconds after the accident). Fucking ShiT!!!

Another bad experiences story

Kalau sekali tengok mcm kat oversea jah...tup-tup kat Langkawi jer pun..tapi Over the sea juga lah..hehehe

aRGH....first of all, i am really full because i just got back from hotel had my dinner.
As usual every thursday, if i'm not too tired or lazy i will got to a place and treat myself
there with nice foods. Tonight the foods were nice though. Secondly i am extreemly tired today. I was so busy extending the defect management tool in the office and i still have a lot to do. So i will continue it tommrow. Anyway, i still go to the hotel becausei already promised my friend to go there and have dinner.

When I opened my 'wired' folder titled pictures in Langkawi. So i looked each of the pictures and lastly i saw this picture which i think seems like i was in Germen or maybe in France or somewhere in oversea. Well, i still remember i went to Langkawi with my friend, this area is full with westerners and most of them own a ship. You can see the ships behind me own my westerners. So i can say this place is visited by rich man. Anyway, so we decided to have dinner at this place and its worth bloody RM50 for just 2 meals. We just had chicken and potato. Oh!!! shit!! Bloody expensive. That is my very bad experience when i was in Langkawi last year and second one is my friend forgot to switch off the car's lights and when we got back the batery was flat. So??? We have to buat muka 5 sen and ask the brother-brother at there tuk cas batery kereta kami...mimang bikin malu!!! tapi tahan-tahan jah kami!!

Some of the visitors are fCUk

I am so tired tonight because i squeeze my brain for 8 hours in the office. Actually we have database connection problem. You know what i mean, the system could not retrieve data from database. OK! thats it!!! simple but i still cannot solve the problem. In fact the manager also feed up with it and left it for me. So tmrw i will do the same thing again.

Anyway folks, some of my visitirs are are shit and they came here just to drop me a nasty message or just to say something to make me feel upset. I was blogging for 2 years and since the first week of my blogging time i already been droped a nasty message from him. HIM??? yes him, actually i know him. I do know him from his Ip address and also from his blog. He has a blog as well. Shall i display his blog's URL? Mmm..no need (Nanti malatup plak dia punya laptop/PC). Actually not one, so far i detected 3 visitors (one of them is my ex-friend who stole my money) and the other two are blogger. Shitt to those visitors. I really dont know why they can't stand with someone else's life. Do you jelous because of my job? because of my offers? because of my money? because of my life? do you jelous because of my professional certificate? COME ON "PIG"....open your mind and stand up.

He said "NO..buat apa mau jeles..belambak lagi orang mcm ko di dunia". OK fine, so why did you drop me nasty messages? Why??? it is clearly explained that you can't with other happiness. I know lah you doesn't have professional qualification, i know lah your skills cannot compete with Westren's skills, i know you doesn't have the money (sampai pi curi duit urang), I know you are ugly (not like me handosme *GRIN*). So what???? you know you are not like me...so just accept yourself...memang ditakdirkan ko tuh BODOH dan tak mampu dapat tawaran keja to oversea (I know lah gaji ko tuh murah jah inda cukup).

He said "Inda payah bah kasih taruh di blog pasal apa yang ko dapat"...Ohh...fucking SHIT!!! so what? This is my blog, this is what i want. Did i ever bother your life? NEVER PIG!!! I can do whatever and i can put whatever on my blog. It doesn't metter how i put it. Next time i will scan my ASB bank statement and put it on my blog so baru terbeliak mata ko tinguk. KOTOH!!!!! And i want to see what else those visitors can say....

Anyway...my friends told me about being a blogger. Just let them drop me their messages. I will happily read their messages. But...who cares? I dont care. THIS IS MY BLOG AND I CAN DO WHATEVER I LIKE. SILLY PIG!!!

I need bloggers' help

Guys, i went to GAMA tonight just next to the KOMTAR. I'm sure you know that place those who lives in Penang. OK, actually i was looking for facial washer. Or something can remove (atau mungkin yang paling bagus ialah kurangkan) my acne problem. Everytime i look on the mirrior there are pimples on my face. Sometimes i feel so ugly and i feel so shy about it. So i went to GAMA and there was a lady introduced me this facial washer. Punyalah mansi mulut kakak tuh. Dia introduce bukan main manis lagi dia punya mulut. And lastly i bought it just because i kene 'pugai' by that promoter. For your information i am having acne problem since i 19 years old. Before that, i face is totally clean. Since i started my diploma few years ago pimples were like my face. I thought it was just because i tension. But until now, i do not have any stress by they are still on my face. BULLSHIT!!!! FCUK!!!I hate them so much. I've tried so many products. In fact i went to Singapore skin specialist when i was visiting that country 2 years ago. But it wasn't work at all. Now i am getting worried wether this is normal or illness. At this moment i take EES tablets (sorry i forgot the full name of it) but the effect is so very slow. I just bought the facial washer tonight and i will see what is the effect. But i got the feeling the product is bullshit and i got the feeling nothing happen (i got the feeling after i bought it. Its too late dude!!). Any of you had the problem before? Or maybe your friends? How did you clear them? Or maybe your friends? Please recommend me any products that you think can help me. I spend 196 singapore dollars last time at Hospital skin specialist. But nothing happen just BULL SHIT FCUK OFF!! Now i am desperate looking for a product can gurantee to clear up the pimples on my face.

Sakit hati sia oh

Argh.....ari nie sia malas mau ber 'inggiris' atau ber 'melayu' sia mau berblog dalam slang sabah habis. Sia malas suda mau cakap pasal apa yang sia baru jah alami bah nie. Sebenarnya, sia kana buat review AI 8 bah. Tapi tiada mud pula sia tau. Ntahlah....sebenarnya ada sesuatu yang berlaku bah antara sia sama si dia nie. Sakit tul hati sia kana cakap mcm tuh. Ntah lah cm mana sia mau mula. Tapi pendek kata dia cakap pasal benda yang sia inda suka kana cakap bah.

Sia paham..sebenarnya siapa lah sia nie. Sia tau sia nie menumpang jah di rumah dia. Sudalah pinjam ini, pinjam itu. Banyak benda yang sia pinjam. Memang sia rasa kecil sangat tinggal sama dia. Tapi sia sebenarnya inda juga mau tinggal sama dia bah kalau dia inda ajak sia tinggal sama2. Tapi inda palah, sia janji sia akan bayar rumah sewa tuk bulan pertama after my first month salary. Sia memang suda kasih tau di yang sia akan bayar everything when i get i first month salary bah. But yang sia sakit hati kan, belum lagi sia terima gaji suda kena ungkit2.

Mungkin dia main2 mangkali bah tuh, tapi yalah kan? kalau suda banyak kali kana cakap kadang2 kita tersentuh juga bah kan? (biasalah labah manusia). Sejak dari apa yang berlaku petang tadi, sia rasa sakit hati sangat dan sia rasa mau keluar jah dari rumah nie. Sia dapat rasakan mcm kawan sia inda selesa suda tinggal sama sia. Tapi kalau sia mau cari rumah sewa lain, dia marah pula. Tapi biarlah..mungkin sia pun mudah tersentuh bah nie...jadi sia rasa better sia sendiri sendiri. Kalau sendiri2 tiada lagi yang perlu difikirkan. Tiada yang perlu dirisaukan.

"Eh..kaki ko nie kan panjang tul oh ko ingat ko jah kah yang mau dudk di kusyen nie?" mmmm...'eh..ko nie kan suka tul guyang2 oh'..banyak tul komplen tau...kanapalah kalau kaki sia guyang2. Ntahlah....sia sebenarnya bukan sakit hati dengan apa yang dia cakap. Bagi sia biasa jah tuh. Tapi tuh lah..bila nada dia tuh mcm mau halau jah dari rumah nie....rasa sakit hati plak. Ehhh...malas lah sia mau pikir pasal benda tuh..biarlah...bagus sia cari apartment sendiri mau sewa.

Bisuk mau karaja suda...kana pi turun site lain. Mmmm...

This is what I called SHIT!!!

My discussion with my manager yesterday end up with >> I HAVE TO HOLD ON MY PLAN AND I COULD NOT START TO DEVELOPMENT SIDE OF THE TOOL. So he lastly decided to understand the logic and the relationship between the tool. I've done it many time and now i get fed up with it. I ask permission to access the database but he said i have to get license. OK fine! now he gave a bundle of source code and requests me to understand about it. So just imagine i have this is what i am doing.


<%
totalAll=0
n = 1
For i=1 to UBOUND(arrName)
if arrName(i) <>"" then
echo ""
echo "" & n & ""
n = n + 1
echo "" & UCase(arrName(i)) & ""
tmptotal=0
For x=1 to UBOUND(ArrDate)
%><%
nTotal=0
for j=0 to UBOUND(ArrAllName)
IF ArrAllName(j) = ArrName(i) AND ArrAllDate(j) = ArrDate(x) THEN
nTotal = nTotal + 1
ArrTotalPerDate(x) = ArrTotalPerDate(x) + 1
END IF
Next

IF nTotal > 0 THEN
response.write(nTotal)
ArrHC(x) = ArrHC(x) + 1
ELSE
response.write(" ")
END IF

tmptotal = tmptotal + nTotal

%><%
next
echo "" & tmptotal & ""
echo ""
end if
Next


%>

No cry ya!!!! This is ASP source code and This is silly..reading and try to understand other's source code is silly because different people has different ways to program. In the mean time i am extremely hungry!!

Sexy belly

OK, its lunch time. But as usual i skipped my lunch because i do not want i will get a cute belly like the picture above Well, actually i was looking for a calender software to be installed into my laptop. So i can look at it and keep remind me about my schedule. As usual i am busy always with my new job. But is ok..as long as i enjoy it. So i went to that site and i saw this advert. I was laughing because her belly look very ugly. OMG!!!!! this pic remind me why i skipped my lunch when i'm at the office. My work is just with my laptop and doing analysis, gather requirement, developing, meeting, etc. So more to mentaly instead of physically. So if i take my lunch maybe i will get an ugly belly like the pic above. I have to control my weight and make sure maintain. Hehehe. Wow!!! it doesn't mean i am dieting, actually just to avoid an ugly belly.

My lazy weekend

OMG!!! what a laziest weekend!!! I really dont know what to do today. I tried to do something interesting like went to the beach, shopping, eating but i still didn't enjoy it. So you know most of my time today i spent it on the bed..hehehhe..tmrw my plan is i want to buy something...wait for me.....what i will buy..hehehe

Yeah...its friday and week end is coming

I just want to be happy

Ah Saw (my friend from German style..actually I see but that's Germany's slang) it is Friday and week end is coming. Honestly, i just started by job complete in a week but i can feel the stress and the pressure. Why not? I was given only a month to develop the tool. But i said to myself ....what a wonderful world ...huhuhu...anyway..tmrw is holiday and i'm going to spend my time on the beach at pool. Hehehehe..

My first project is to dvelop a support tool

Now my time is getting busy in this very cold office. I had a meeting with a cute engineer this morning and she explained me all the things that i need to know. I had about 2 or maybe 3 hours meeting with the the engineer who supervise me. I know the project is not easy as i have to develop a tool to support CQCM tool or defect management tool. That means, i the toll should be able to communicate with the CQCM tool. Oh..goosh!!!! In fact i have to develop the tool using ASP programming language. I suggest to her about PHP but when she spoke with the manager. He said PHP unable to support some features provided by CQCM. Now i am getting a bit nervous because i was given about a month to plan, design and develop the tool. Oh...MG!!! Means..i will be very, very busy this month. I hope i could find the solution and i wish i could complete the project sucessfully. If i completed this tool succesfully, this means i started my job with a good perormance. Wish me luck friends. My office is very cold and i forgot to bring my sweeter this morning. Gezzzzzzzzzz...

I was given a task which is out of my expertise

This is my what i am feeling today

Guys, my first complain regarding to my job (lol..) but this is true. My SV gave me a task which is out of my expertise or what we call it i have no idea on how to do it. She gave me the file yesterday and i started to explore it since tmrow evening. She ask me what is the solution for the problem. I was trying to to thinki about it since yesterday. But this problem is something unexpectable. Oh..shit!! I just blame myself about this problem. I am getting nervous now. Because i suppose to be able to solve the problem. But now the clock shows i thought the solution more then 24 hours and i still "buntu"...argh...i just met the other engineer just now and she will give me another tasks. Oh..NOOOOO!!! this is so busy. But you know. I choose this job and i have to be brave and be confident. I know it is noty so easy to find the solution but i will still think about it. My brain keep thinking about the solution. Its like a puzzle. Oh..oh...oh....

First day with Motorola

The white one is my old laptop

Yoo...my HP new laptop..

O bebe! I got up this morning with a bit nervous feeling and at the same time i was a bit excited. I got up at 6 o'clock and and had my shower. I didn't take my breakfast at home because i'm worried i will be late. So what happened? I drove a car from where i live to my company. I tell you what. The traffic was so packed. Yes...it was so packed. I depart from home about 7 o'clock and God seek! traffic is very bad. Luckly i arrived about 7.40 am. Too early isn't? Hehehe..I was outside until 8.20 am. So after tired waiting outside i contacted Mr. cheah and told him i was outside and waiting for him to report myself. He replied and said go take my breakfast first. So i went to the restaurant just next to the building where i work and had my roti telur and also nescafe. So lastly, i went to the company's lobby and meet up mr.cheah there. So he invited me to his office and also introduced me to some important staffs. After that i have to set up my email, i have to know where the toilet is(so important ar), and met the scretery of the compan, met some others engineers, and lastly i met the service engineer (forgot his name). Then he taught me how to set up the computer, create my account, set up password (God seek...to set up password it took 30 mins.), etc..etc...lastly register for my new laptop. And lastly after i completyed all the processes, then he allow me to take the laptop. Wow...i got a new laptop. It is HP bebe!! So now i got 2 laptops..how good ar?? hehehehe (well..its not really mine but as long as i work for this company i have the authority to carry + use the laptop). This means, i have to leave my laptop at home. Pity..but my new laptop is not too bad. It was excellent and it was great. So fast ar...O ya one of my managers is Spanish. (Gracias..lol..he spoke to his friend on phone). Other employees are white men and other are indians, chinese, malay and i think i am the only KadazanDusun here in this department. Anyway guys...here is he pic of my laptop. And as usual for the first time i have nothing to do here..so a bit bored. But at 2 o'clock i have something to do from my SV.

Simpang Mangayau - tips of Borneo-

Hello friends, how are you all? I hope you all are having a nice week end. What I've done during my week end? I spent most of my town in Georgetown. Tried to shop but can';t afford anything and i just can window shopping. Hehehe..all right lets talk about what i've done again in sabah last time. After a few places i been in sabah. Lastly i decided want to go to the tips of Borneo which quite away from where i live. However my sister lives in Kota Marudu and I stayed at there for 2 nights. Otherwise i will be too tired to drive the Produa Rusa. Actually i been this place before but still poor that time. So last time i was there (and my parents and sisters and children) it was so much changed. One thing i can't forgot is the beach is so clean. And i can say the cleanest beach i ever been in my life. The beach rated 5 stars by me..hehehe

cewwaahhh...its me..

thats my second assistant hehe...catching the fish

crossing the line

Must take a picture here..otherwise your visit is incomplete

My first assistant..

Nice weather and also beach

Its me..buried under the sand by my nieces

Clean water and freshing

it was happening time

Huhuhuhu..

dont u think the beach is so nice?

nah...we were having lunch (3 pm..lol)

paling nakal...they can't wait to swim in the see

Dalit Beach Tuaran

As usual, i haven't finish yet to post some of my pictures when i was in Sabah.
I have a lot of things to share with all my blogger friends. After i went to Lok Kawi, the next day i went to Dalit Beach tuaran and its about 30 mins drive from my parents house. As usual, we had a very good time together with my nieces, nephews and also with my sisters. We cook at home and took the foods on the beach and we had our very late lunch on the beach. It was tiring day actually because we lost the way to the beach. Lastly we have no choice and my sister ask the villagers area that place so we got the direction. The beach was so clean compared to the beach around KK. Even tanjung Likas and Tanjung Aru, the beaches a bit polluted already. Compared to the beaches in Tuaran, it was so nice and so clean. So guys, here are some of my funny and good time when i was on the beach.

Hahaha..best we all timbun the sand on him and we he changed a girl but has a dick..LOL

LOL..its good my little nephew said

LOL..matilah my nephew at the bottom

I was so happy that time...

Oh...its cooling...so nice

Its me and my sister also jump like me..nice pic isn't?

Yeah...very nice beach...so clean.

And its me..gatal suda tuh badan mau mandi..lol

My nephew..the photographer

I drive this car to the beach..

P/s: I missed the NIOSH's course today and I have attend it again next week. BTW i am so excited to start my job on monday. hehehe...i'm off to georgetown now..bye..see u later

Lastly I accept this job after I refused four jobs

As promised, lastly i accept this job after i refused four jobs before. Here are the job i refused before;

1. PHP and MySQL programmer > Middlesex, UK (refused becuase of family did not agree)
2. Database admin with DELL > Cyberjaya, KL (Refused because They want me to work as soon as possible and i haven't completed my IBM professional certificate that time)
3. Software Specialist > KL (Refused because they wanted to send me for training in KL and i really dont think i can cope with the busyness in KL)
4. Software Developer > Penang (I refused because this is not really my first priority )
5. Software Engineer > Penang (accepted because this is what i really want and what i admire in my career)

Hi Andrik,

Mr. Cheah has confirmed your employment as Software Engineer with Axis Team Merit. Your commencement date is on 2nd Feb 09. Please report to work at 9am, contact Mr. Cheah at 012-503xxxx when you reach Motorola Mayang Mall. Your basic salary is RM2xxx + Allowance RMxxx = RMxxxx (cukup makan lah...and better than my friends work in KL).

Please be informed that you have to attend National Institute Occupational Safety and Health (NIOSH) on 29th January 2009 at 9am, arranged by Axis Team Merit. You must attend the course before start work. Here are the information needed to NIOSH:

1. I/c photocopy

2.1 copy of photograph

3. RM75 (keep the receipt)

Once you complete the course, kindly drop by to Motorola Mayang Mall, contact Mr. Cheah to sign for your contract. Kindly submit information as below to Mr. Cheah:

1. Ic photocopy - 2copies,

2. Photograph - 2copies

3. Maybank account number

4. EPF number

Please find the attached of NIOSH map for your reference.

Should you need any further assistance, please feel free to contact me at 012-473 xxxx.

Thanks& regards,

Janet

P/S: Some of the info is p&c . By the way ,Where is NOISH in Penang???? anyone know??

I am back to my blog..hehehe - Lok Kawi Wild Park-

Holalalala...how are you all guys? long time not see ya!!! Hehehe...first of all i could not update my blog because i was in Sabah and I really dont want to see my blog because i wanted to spend all my time with my family. I missed them a lot. What i've done when i was in Sabah, i drove from one place to another places. Yeah..it was really wonderful time. I had a very sweet, intresting, wonderful, happy, etc (or whatever) time when i was in Sabah last time. In fact I celebrated last year's x'mas with all my family and it was really nice. So let me post some of my pictures here when i was in sabah. First is Lok Kawi Wild Park.

Wah...its my sister...giving something to the ostrich..(jari dia kana gigit..LOL)

Thats what we call as memerang (bukan bongol kah nie dalam bahasa dusun?)

Munyit..LOL

Oh yeah..this is ular sawa (python)..masih kecil lagi nie

And this is orang utan....so cute..tapi dia tumbuk tuh pelancung dari india..hancur kamera tu pelancung india..ganas juga tau..

Those elepents are so rouge..

Oh..thats my assistant (anak buah yang rajin tul ikut2 sia jalan2 pusing sabah)

And its me..kaki jalan

Okey..here we are..

My brother in laws

And my sisters..hehehe

My next post is about my job offer and also my trip to Dalit Beach

I am enjoying my time at Sabah

Hello friends, I am enjoying my time at Sabah. I been to many nice places in Sabah and i had the pictures. But I forgot to bring my camera at this moment. So I could not upload my pictures here. I will try to upload them tmrw. OK guys, bye...

Going back to Sabah today

I am going back to sabah today. And i have two very good news. Firstly, I am DL last semester (Anugerah dekan). Second i am passed and completed my IBM prfessional certificate. So i am going back to sabah with very, very happy and I can't wait to meet my family at there.