First this is my latter of offer for master degree. I should be doing my Master in IT at this moment. My course cose suppose to be CS770.
My Latter of offer for postgraduate studies...i misss it so much.
Here is the file has been sent by Orbix company. Everything is here all the agreement is here. I still keep the file anyway!
Its a letter for me to clarify about my position, salary, transport, accomadation, etc.
Look at the date 25th of NOV 2008. I was doing my DB2 professional certificate that time. I've been offered by a company from the England already. I was so happy and excited but it ends up with sadness when my family did not agree with my decision.
First of all, I really hate to publish these two things. I really wanted to forget about it because .....honestly, i did incorrect decision this year. I really don't know why refused these two gold oppurtunities. I should not decide to take the job in Motorola. What can i say????? I hate for what i've decided. I hate myself and i blame myself and i never forgive myself for what i've done. This is what i call regretness. As my previous post about 5 things make you sad in the world, and one of them si REGRETNESS. Should I blame my family as well because they did not encourage me? Or should i blame myself because i wasn't independent at that time? FUCK OFF LIFE!!! Now i'm feeling very sad. Now i realize that what i've done is BULL SHIT!!!!! I should take my master degree or take the job in the UK. God gave me oppurtunities but I REFUSED IT GRUMPLY!!! I should say sorry for GOD. He gave me the best choices but i was so stuborn to make my own way. God gave me the best ways but i wanted to create my own way. I was so grumpy that time. Now i'm feel regret. Its too late!!!!!
But i promised to myself i will never let the second chance to go away. I will grab it! I know i have the skills i know i am brilliant and i know i am good.
6 comments:
Yo Andril,
Klu sia tguk kan...mcm rugi juga la.. sbb klu sia, sia mo try pi jauh jaaaaauh..klu ada peluang la. urg blang "jauh perjalanan luas pengetahuan". mmg masih bulih acquire knowledge klu d negara sendiri, TAPI pengalaman & pengetahuan yg kita timba di negara urg, meluaaaaaaaaaskan lagi perspektif kita.
anyway, klu ko masih muda dan loaded, bila2 bah klu ko - mo jln2 pi negara urg kan? Klu ada RM10000, uish...byk tmpt suda ko bulih pigi.. tmpt jan la siok sendiri, bawa la seseorang... saya kaa... akeke....
just joking...
mbah, yg lepas, lepas la. i think u still have big opportunities ahead. All the best!
actually sangat sangat rugi bah. I knew i will regret for it but i don't know why i was so stubborn and very very independent for my decision. now i'm feeling regret..;(
haha told ya.....baca balik komen saya dulu....
if you don't move forward with your career....you will be rotten with motorola....hehe
its too late to regret anyway....now i am looking forward for the next opportunities and never look back...
Andrik u still young..and this is the golden oppourtunity for yu..apa yg berlalu biarkan saja..move on ok...
yeah alv. thanks for the support..you are sweet :)
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