I do not know who to tell and where to go. But I am very sad at this moment. But what can i do? It is my very difficult time. I have to face it and its life. I hope with this message on my blog, i wish all internet browsers know i'm currently feel very....very.....sad. Last night it was a very sad evening. Until i got up this morning, i thought i will be recover from it. But its getting wrost. Now i'm pretending myself to be happy even though deep inside my heart there is a sadness causing me a millions of pain. I have another paper to go and seems like i can't concentrate on it. I need bless from God, the only person who knows my sadness. It is really hurt how to describe it but just imagine if your lover loves someone else. I feel cheated this time. Will it happen again?