Monday, 10 November 2008

Currently I'm very sad ...

I do not know who to tell and where to go. But I am very sad at this moment. But what can i do? It is my very difficult time. I have to face it and its life. I hope with this message on my blog, i wish all internet browsers know i'm currently feel very....very.....sad. Last night it was a very sad evening. Until i got up this morning, i thought i will be recover from it. But its getting wrost. Now i'm pretending myself to be happy even though deep inside my heart there is a sadness causing me a millions of pain. I have another paper to go and seems like i can't concentrate on it. I need bless from God, the only person who knows my sadness. It is really hurt how to describe it but just imagine if your lover loves someone else. I feel cheated this time. Will it happen again?

16 comments:

Mell_f said...

hm..during exam,u discovered ur gf is actually loving someone else? terus sy mengimbas kenangan lama ni..haha. my ex left me during exam jg ba,1st paper ni..haha..oleh kerana terlalu melayan perasaan yg lara,sy dapat D+ for that subject. lepas dpt result terus menyesal,my pngs drop dr 3+ to 2+ ba..sungguh kurang asam dan masin..terpaksa sy ulang tu subject the next sem,then i vowed to myself that it would be the 1st n last subject that i ever repeat.

Just focus on ur exam la andrik, itu lg penting skg. have to maintain ur pngk,jgn kasi jatuh tu pointer pasal perasaan sedih ko skg,ok? Cheer up.

Beck the BandagedKnees said...

sorry to say my friend.. but y need blesses to be happy..? ;) sugar honey baby love..my friend.. andrik.. ^_^ hmm.. -_-"" yup seems like u figure it out that its life n im sorry to know that u're having this difficulty while u have to deal wif papres.. exams.. etc.. :P

-_-"" i might know that its hurt.. but hope u get a rid of it.. gdluck and all the best. 'any feelings is a temp. thingy' -_-"" sorry to say but it will wipe off.. O_O" bless be..! O_O"

P/s: hmm if she cheated on u.. y giv her another shot..? be happy n live free.. ^_^ xoxoxo my friend.. :)

Andrik McVean said...

@mell...thanks for your support...i will never let it happen again. Even though it is hurt but i will fight it.

@beck....yabah beck..maybe i should give shoot kan? Barulah padan muka..but i ust can't do it because my love and feeling still at there..

ReNo said...

no worry, be happy. things happened for reasons. patah tumbuh ilang brgnti. dunia masih luas, carik saja yg lain,ponimung pod tusin om kumawin nogi....

isk sori andrik apa sy cakap merapu2 ni? hehe tapi jan la ko sedey2 kama... kasi abis tu paper duluan... :P peace!

C.Alv.B said...

Emm.. everything happen come with purposes. What u can do just relax..thinks that the greatest love of all is GOD's Love. Just focus on ur exam and surrender everything to God..let God play His part. Dont take revenge..pray for her as well so that u will not feel so hurts. I know how is feel..I've been into few relationship before..hehehehe..and I'm always get the same 'bang'.. Let this sadness in ur life become a new development in urself..dont feel sorry about it...

Bambangan @ Ony said...

mcm dalam shout box sia bilang tadi, bawakan masalah kita kepada Dia sebab hanya dia yang lebih memahami, dan satu yang harus kita ingat bahawa setiap kejadian sama ada yg baik atau tidak, semua itu ada kelebihannya dan semua yg telah ditentukan oleh Nya adalah yang terbaik dalam kita menjalankan kehidupan sebagai anak Tuhan.....

Tidak perlu membenci mereka yg telah 'membunuh' perasaan cinta kita terhadap seseorang sebab sayang kita tetap ada cuma si dia yang tidak mahu kasih dan sayang yang kita berikan.... Tabahkan hati dan ingat..... bahawa suatu masa lalu dia pernah menyayangi dan mencintai diri kamu sama seperti yang kamu lakukan terhadap dia, sebab itulah cinta sejati... memaafkan dia walaupun terasa hati bagai di Blander....

Adios bro.... Take Good Care.... hadapi paper tu dulu dengan ketenangan kio... jangan kerana si dia itu point terjatuh....

Bambangan @ Ony said...

opsss mana sudah tu komen sia tadi...

Wel^Beiolman said...

wah andrik..delima tahap tapir ni o...susa gila tu...mimang cakap mcm senang kan mau concentrate ni masa2 gusar dan runsing..tp hakikatnya mimang susah...segalanya di kwl oleh minda..dan minda la yg membentuk aksi..huhu...tabah sja la menghadapi..hidup ini penuh pancaroba andrik..semakin tua semakin byk kita belajar dan harungi..semakin mendewasakan jg tu penderitaan dan kepahitan hidup tu..

betawakal dan bedoa kepadanya..pasti dengan ikhlas izinnya..u will have a stronger mind and he will give u a focused mind...cheer up andrika..

april RD said...

Andrik...please don't let your emotion control you young man. Don't ever let it destroy your future. Well, that kind of person should get out of your life long time ago you know. You deserved someone better la. Come on young man, put away all your sadness. Time to make a new chapter. Just give me a call @ sms if you need someone to talk to. I'm here!

eedany said...

nangislah puas2 andrik kalau itu boleh buat ko lega.

semoga cepat happy balik ok. apa pun... life must go on baby!

C.Alv.B said...

Sabar Andrik..that only I can say. Everything happen come with purpose. Focus on ur study..forgive her as well so that u can calm..anyway all the best for you..and the good things is u know how deep ur love to her :)

sweetie~ said...

just be strong and all the best in your exams....look at the +ve side of it....u will find someone more suitable for you.....

Tompinai paladius @ NiT said...

Hey bro..cheer up .... I know you need time to heal and forget the tiny pieces bit by bit..

It's okay to cry and to let the feeling of disappointment control you for a while, feel the pain - feel how it really hurt you -

but at the end of it, let yourself realize that how precious you are and how lucky you are that you yourself is the most precious ever gift from God

..of how lucky you are when you think of where you stand right now...of how a wise guy you are...

I don't know if this helps.. but.. I used to listen to sad songs when I'm sad ... I even cried...and it helps but again through times healing...

Don't ever think you're alone... there are many friends here that care for you - share your feelings all right bro..

do take care too

:)

eLiyaShaKa said...

yah life must goes on...thanks to God u discover the things before u two get married...:)

i hope everything will be fine later on..

markiekadus said...

bro, relax... tinguk sooono positif. Relationship ni bagi sia macam juga programming. Apa ja yang kita buat, kita kena compile, and bila ada error, kita debug,. Bila nda buli solve tu error, memang kena buat lain suda...
So selagi buli debug, ko trus debug. They must be a way...

and yang pakling penting is ur study. i once masuk class because of a girl and almost failed oso because of a girl... no more like this... macam mana ko syg tu urang, don't give 100%, coz if anything happen u still have few percent for yourself...

And paling penting, Berserah kepadaNya. Tapi jan berserah saja, kena buat sumting juga... Well, bro, you'll have my support!!!

Andrik McVean said...

to all ny friends..thank you very much coz support me...

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