Tuesday, 25 November 2008

I am in dilemma

Huh!! yeah....seriously i am in dilemma. I do not know how to start and how to start this post. But last night when i was laying on my bed my mind chaos and i got head ace thinking about it. I thought after finished my degree i will be free like a bird and will he happier. But!!!! i'm not sad just my mind is thinking like a wheel. I di not know what shall i do next. It is really, really confiusing me. Shall i futher my studies to master degree or find a job!!! If i want to find a job...at where??? in sabah? KL? Penang? Outside of malaysia? OMG!!! If i want to futher my studies for master degree do i think my mind still able to handle it? Or my mind is really tired and need a rest? Oh...no..i got so many questions on my mind and i really can answer all the questions. I mean i can answer it but i just not sure. Now i realize that being a non student is not really happy especially fresh graduate like me. Actually i received a few offers frm companies, but i just can't make any confirm decision at this moment. I emailed them all to give me time to think about it until by the end of this year. Mmmmm.....i know it is really hard to make decision. Because if i did a mistake means it will effect my next paths of my life. I don't know...just not in mood to think about it....I hope God will guide me to make the right decision in my life.

8 comments:

Beck the BandagedKnees said...

Hello there si andrik..? ^_^ how r u..? ^_^ hehe..

hmmm... dont stress out baa.. :D hehe.. its kinda too early to decide which are u gonna take.. :) take a vacation and decides later.. :) ask a few friends about the benefits in doing master and other working person too.. ;) n yup seems like u figured out bout the "new challenge after graduate"

hope u'll be fine.. ^_^ xoxox nitey nite hun! :*

ReNo said...

haha baru ko tau andrik...nda ba...sy pun sudah rasa ba ni. pas sy abis degree dulu, pening juga kejap...tp memang desakan hidup ba, sy ter'paksarela cari keja sbb atas alsan2 yg terlalu personal..hehe ba ko pilih saja ba...pada ko saja tu. org buli nasihat dan ko buli dgr ja tp still...U own yr life ma..makanya, ko kasi tentu la pilihan sendiri yg mana ko pikir ko akan bahagia dan tidak akan menyesal...

april RD said...

Hey...as wht we've discussed b4, i think ur plan is good enough just stick with it...

C.Alv.B said...

My suggestion is..take a month rest then look for job. After u work for say a year or two then u can proceed to Master. A lot of people out there working and study too. Not easy to look for a job nowadays further without experience!! but remember..u must be tough enough to do 2+1 (working+study+personal)..

Andrik McVean said...

@beck...i try not to stress but it happens lah...hehehhe

@reno..tu lah..sia pikir sinang lah kalau suda abis degree nie...susah pula mau pikir..

@april..yes..thanks for the suggestion ..buut as i said i have to rethink about it

@c.alv...mcm tuh pun ok juga lah...but i do not know how....still have to think baoyt it

markiekadus said...

ya... take a rest first... kasi chance diri ko untuk bernapas dulu... sia pun lama juga jadi penganggur bertauliah, baru dapat kerja... tu pun after i took my Linux certification.

Decision? Follow your heart! Ask ur fren opinion, but make sure the decision is yours... Wekekekeke

All the Best!

Mell_f said...

I've been to this mode before,very tempting kan bila ur lecturer offer u the place somemore.

Well,kalau ko rasa mau jadi tenaga pengajar di UiTM, then pursuing master is a good choice la. I've seen my seniors yg smbg master ni selalu pegi seminar la,conference la, exhibition la, be it in Msia or oversea. So sambung master tu bukan setakat belajar sj la,mcm yg org lain selalu fikir.

kalau ko mau sambung master utk dapat keja yg bagus,as for me,u have to rethink la,because macam overqualify. If u have prior experience,then overqualify tu tidak akan wujud la,in fact,gaji ko lebih tinggi.

I can talk forever bout this but still the decision is in ur hand ;)

Andrik McVean said...

@markie...i would like to take some rest but i can't live as a jobless status...LOL

@mell..i was thinking like that as well...but at the same time i received offers from several companies..which is good company. I dont know what to do at this moment...just my mind keep thinking...

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