Huh!! yeah....seriously i am in dilemma. I do not know how to start and how to start this post. But last night when i was laying on my bed my mind chaos and i got head ace thinking about it. I thought after finished my degree i will be free like a bird and will he happier. But!!!! i'm not sad just my mind is thinking like a wheel. I di not know what shall i do next. It is really, really confiusing me. Shall i futher my studies to master degree or find a job!!! If i want to find a job...at where??? in sabah? KL? Penang? Outside of malaysia? OMG!!! If i want to futher my studies for master degree do i think my mind still able to handle it? Or my mind is really tired and need a rest? Oh...no..i got so many questions on my mind and i really can answer all the questions. I mean i can answer it but i just not sure. Now i realize that being a non student is not really happy especially fresh graduate like me. Actually i received a few offers frm companies, but i just can't make any confirm decision at this moment. I emailed them all to give me time to think about it until by the end of this year. Mmmmm.....i know it is really hard to make decision. Because if i did a mistake means it will effect my next paths of my life. I don't know...just not in mood to think about it....I hope God will guide me to make the right decision in my life.