Confession of a friend

Searching honesty is just like searching a pearl on the beach and full of sand. I was and I am broken heart by K and R. What to say and what do do? life is like that. For 23 years i'm standing up on this earth i fell in love with two K and R that i found very loving and i found very caring. First name was K("bukan nama sebenar"). I have to confess that i fell in love in K at the first time i saw the pictures and first time i met K. K has my heart i know.K is the first pearl in this earth i fell in love with. But the distance between K and I forced me to unable to meet K anymore. K explained to me about the situation and lastly i surenddered and accept it was fated that we can't be together. Secondly i fell in love with R. They way R treats me was so wonderful and so feeling. But i never knew K lied me at the end of the time. It was really hurt and my heart is still bleeding. How could i mend my broken heart? I decided to myself that there is no more my heart in K. Maybe K found someone and left me in the middle of of my sadness. But i have to say thats the way how life goes. When you said "I dont want it anymore", I know what you meant. I wont force, I wont beg, I wont cry because I know you removed my heart in your life.


Relationship? I am looking for who is the third alphabet in this earth i will fall in love. Sometimes i was thinking to myself. Is it really a honesty the world? Confusing isn't? There are 6 billions people in the world. And that is the fact that we can't deny. There are 3.5 million lights around the edges of the world. But no one can ensure it. No one able to prove it. But when i said I love you at the first time. I never lie and i know i meant it and its true.

Confusing juga pula nie kalau baca surat urang yang dipenuhi dengan bukan nama sebenar!!!!